| everyday i will think of you less
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| desperate to be in love.....
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| alrite...soo... as you might have already guessed, the only reason I'm on here is because I'm "doing homework"..yup.... more like "staring at homework"... I cannot believe there's only about a month left in 2007! so basically I've got a month left to save up 2007 ha ha ha yeah the "achievable" goals I've set for myself? not quite so! But I'm not about giving up! there's always next year~ so bad...oh so bad... so right now, I'm buzzing from the beaver buzz energy drink... I'm so hyper which makes it a little hard to concentrate...so really I've got a month left of school until I graduate.. which is unbelievable! been searching for jobs and such! so stressful! between jobs and school and searching for job I'm totally stressing! I don't think I've stressed as much as I've stressed for the past couple months! and the only way I handle stress is through eating! I'm a stress eater! so for the past 2 months all I've done is eat!! eat eat eat like there's no tomorrow! and let me just say, those 20 pounds that I lost during the summer? yup.. all back to stay for the winter!which adds to the stress and make me eat more! vicious vicious cycle! on other note, eddie is leaving on the 1st! hooray!! I'm free! not that I wasn't! but let's just say I'll be shopping while he's gone... I'm still surprise we're still together..even after "the talk"...but how do you leave someone you've been with for 3 yrs? gwad! think I', just waiting for him to make the first move! ha ha ha lazy lazy me! but truthfully, I will miss him while he's gone... but I can't wait to use his place for my study headquarter while he's gone! so mischievous! but you can't beat the 15 mins drive!!
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